WORDS IN WATER....
"I am someone who sits alone and doesn't mind."
I've been to cafes, restaurants, bookstores or even to the malls by myself.
The perks of being a loner? Not minding going to places alone. I guess it's normal for "us". I realized when every time a person is alone. There are possibilities that you talk to yourself and think a lot more than you realize.
Probably because you're still in your own world.
Surrounded by your own thoughts and imaginations more than people.
You can totally think like there is no box at all.
Am I being weird now? lol
Being able to observe people is pretty fun when I'm alone in public.
Like when I'm out of town since I'm allowed to go to other places. (sometimes not but I still find a way to fly out)
I started travelling alone since I was in high school and I was a cute sophomore back then. :')
My parents are cool and they're totally okay with me travelling alone. Okay not really "okay",
they do trust me but thinking of something bad might happen to their bunso is always there and we all know that harangue is a parent's inevitable thing.
"Someone who believes in standing out and speaking loud."
I always believe in a quote saying "You were born to stand out, not to fit in."
It reminds me of one particular song. "Stand Out"
Show yourself as you really are
You gotta stand out be proud
Time for you to shine
You're special, beautiful
Your one of a kind
Stand out from the crowd
Everybody knows
Individual, original
And it really shows cause you stand out!
| Bratz|
It was my favorite song that I can relate to it.
Are you familiar with Bratz and their songs? I love them!
You should check them out!
When I'm at School.
It's hard to always feel that I have to fit in.
As if I don't belong in this universe. You know the feeling too?
I'm no different. I'm human too.
I'm just being myself and I'm definitely not sorry to disappoint people and for not pleasing them.
I'm not saying I don't have friends nor I have haters.
Actually, I have an amazing circle of friends
although some are in other levels, sections and some are from other schools.
And "speaking up" through my mouth isn't my thing.
Sometimes I think that it seems the way I dress or the things that I just do does the talking.
For instance, while I was still in high school.
Everybody is in their typical outfits like jeans, tees and sneakers and
there was me - on boots, skirt and a t-shirt.
I am not saying I'm a Fashionista. It's just me. I never dress to impress and just to get attention. And I really don't have a particular style.
Probably because I dress according to what I feel like wearing or my mood
and not caring about what people think. I don't need their opinion.
I'm happy with whatever I am and you should feel the same way about yourself too!
"In the language of pencils and paper and the religion of words."
I like to create "art" through pencils, papers,paints, paintbrushes,make up and markers.
I love art! Who doesn't?
I am not a pro.
I guess I enjoy being artsy. I did a ton of crazy artsy shit haha typical childhood agenda
I believe that words are very powerful. I mean when you read a novel, it actually makes you feel like you're in there. It's so amazing! I write my thoughts and all in my journal.
This is my first post to be published in my blogger and I hope I'm doing just fine.
"Someone who is determined. Determined to be different. To do better. Be better."
Imagine in your head the story of a very brave person who is capable, brilliant, and talented. In front of that person stands a very large mountain. She must climb this mountain in order to reach her goal - the valley of dreams which lies just on the other side. See that person approach the mountain? She is all determination. She has overcome similar obstacles before. Watch her now as she begins to climb. This is kind of my story and could be yours too. It is me against that mountain now.
I'm on my way of finding my valley of dreams.
People can't have determination without consistency on their meal.
(I'm not even sure what I'm talking about) lol
I've been gone through a lot of hardships. I've been judged,criticized and was being looked down on and have lost a couple of friends in the process but I know that it's part of growing up and learning.
I am not the kind of person who hides faults or weaknesses. I mess up a lot but that won't stop me to do better and be better, from chasing my dreams, from doing the things I love, from learning and to be determined. Also I have people in my life who loves me and accepts and takes me as I am. I'm thankful and grateful that they never left my side since and they're the people I can no longer live without. There are just lessons in life and I learn from every mistake I make. And God is always there for me.
"Be stronger and bolder."
I can say that I am stronger and much wiser tiger than I was a year ago. Each of us own a small box and there's a "Inevitable" on it and inside might surprise you more than what you thought. What I'm trying to say is that there are times in our lives that we screw up and get depressed. That is a piece of inevitable, right? I've been there and got over with it. You're automatically best friends with your bedroom everyday and pillow every night. As if the world is against you and it's taking away everything from you."CHANGE" shows up and knocks on your door in a spur of a moment.
Ah huh! Inevitable.
"Determined to do something in the World."
What on earth am I here for?! I've been thinking a lot lately about this "something" that would determine me. I haven't decided on what I should do or what I want to become for the world because I believe that all of us has a purpose in life. We don't get to choose our purpose. God has one for my life predates my conception.
I was made by God and for God. I am willing to wait and soon in his time I'll know my "something".
PS: Thank you for taking time to read my first post! It's a start! =)And if you're wondering about the "thebossysophxia" , it's my Tumblr. Go check it out if you want! It's no longer "sophxia" by the way.
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