WRITING OUT MY RANDOM THOUGHTS

So it's October already... Wow I can't imagine how fast the time flies and to think it's been 4 months that I missed school. Yes, I stop School for some reasons. It's my mother's decision and she said she wants the best for me and blah blah blah. I don't even know what my future holds now and where would mister fate takes me although there is one thing that I'm sure of, God has better plans for me and soon, in his time, I will know. There are two classic sayings that I believe and never goes out of style, "Mother knows best" and "Everything happens for a reason". Pretty accurate.

In my 4 months of staying home and doing anything I like,NO ALGEBRA, no books to study, no homeworks, projects and infuriating minor subjects-that-act-as-if-its-major to be done, no terror or annoying teachers, no paperworks and quizes. ha! I'm a lazy rabbit sometimes. However, I've discovered so many things and learned a lot from all those weeks, days and nights of just surfing through the world wide web and virtually interacting with some people from other continents and other side of the planet. I am being a teacher of my own. I've been self studying and it's great! The feeling of you're in control of the all things you do and you always have time for anything. This is actually better than sitting on an armchair and pretending that I'm paying attention to whatever the boring teacher is discussing about for all I care. And the best part is that this is the best method to know myself better because everything I do is all for God and through him, I can know more about myself. Although, sometimes you can't escape from loneliness. All my friends are studying outside the small town I'm currently living in. We're far away from each other and all I have to communicate and stay up to date with them is by through sending sms to each other, skyping, twitter and other social sites. Massive thanks to technology, internet and to the genius people who invented electricity. I have major plans and new goals to aim for this month and I'm really hoping that I won't fail. Pray for me!

I think that's it for now. It's currently raining cats and dogs outside and I'm here sitting and typing amidst the loud noise the rain is making. I haven't eaten lunch yet since I'm being lazy enough to not cook lunch for myself. I'm home alone because Dad is at grandma's and probably waiting for the angry rain to stop so he can come home and cook or prepare snack for me. :') Dad is the best cook I ever have!

PS: Do refresh/reload my blog so that you can see the actual fonts of it or is it just my laptop making it dull for not refreshing it.