1:57 AM

I decided to write something out from my head at this time where all the people in the facility is asleep. Yes, I'm at my grandparent's home care facility, specifically at the living room, on the sofa and a laptop on my lap while typing. It's pretty dark in here and I like it like that. I'm listening to iTunes Radio which I realized I can't go a day without it. 

Lately, I've been doing homework, reading books or listening in audible, studying more about web design, business planning and recruiting partners for my future business.  Yes, business - it's kind of a big word for me because it involves the root of all evil (if you know what I mean) basically when you're exposed to the real world and in the environment where you are surrounded with people in suits and ties, not to mention the women in flashy high heels and as for men carrying their briefcases, 99 percent you are likely to be like them in a short span of time and that 1 percent is that you are still in the process of getting there and that you are battling whether to jump in the bandwagon today or not just yet. 

I know when to jump in. I know when to attack. I know it's just waiting for me.  

They said opportunities come when you least expect it. I stopped believing in that shit. 

How about not wait and just create one.

I don't wait for opportunities anymore. I don't expect one to come to me. I create them now. 

I'm just taking the advantage of the power of innovation since we have the freedom to do so. 

I am that person now. (I THINK) When I found myself stepping into a different world - adulthood - everything else constantly changes and with me knowing unconsciously. It just happened as if in just a snap of a finger I instantly have the new three kings in my hand. 

Different mindset. Different goals. Different dreams. 

There is a thin line between goals and dreams and I think that is the plan.

A goal is a dream with a plan and a dream is a goal without a plan. 

I have a notebook full of new goals and dreams. Once an idea knocks on the door, I don't hesitate to let it in then I find myself writing everything in the notebook. It's my new found escape aside from listening to music and reading a book. Speaking of which!!

I have many opened books as of this week. I read this then after a few hours I switch to another book. Talk about being persistent. I gotta cut that crap if I wanna be professional. I am way far from being professional unless when there's food in front of me.

It's 2:27am in my digital clock, I should go to bed. My eyes aren't tired yet. Sucks when you're a freakin' night owl. I should at least give my body a rest. Yeah, ever since I feel something strange like an internal pain or sudden abdomen pain. I start to worry about my health. I eat veggies and salad even though before I don't eat them. A lot can change and happen in a year or in just 8 months. It's so weird of me to start eating the food I don't usually even try to taste when I was still in the Philippines and most my lifestyle has changed and I love it. I love change. It's unpredictable and badass. 

Anyway, I'll leave it just there. The sleep fairy is finally here and is telling me to log out. 

Bye. If you're still reading this. Congrats for actually spending time to read up to this point. I mean, thank you! =) 

so, tell me, how's everything lately?