ALPHINX IS BACK

Hello there, fellow blogger! As you can see, I've been inactive for about two months and I am quite disappointed in myself about it. Although, I have my reasons. I don't mind sharing them here since I'm feeling a lot better now. The reasons were that I've been so stressed and depressed. I think we all go through a phase where life throws big ass rocks at us and it's up to us how we handle them. Unfortunately, I lost myself that I couldn't even tell if I'm still alive or not and my motivation for pretty much everything was somewhere in another galaxy. I realized that too much thoughts can kill you so I decided to stop it myself. I tried getting myself out of my bubble, sometimes it's pretty dangerous when you let yourself sink in too much in you own comfort zone that you couldn't do your own shit that used to bring you joy. Two months even felt like two years to me. Most of my days were unproductive and some are eventful. Man, the journey was a wild roller coaster. 

So back to the present, I am better and happy. I'm not going to promise anything to post from now on, I'm just going to post and post at anytime and no matter how random my post is gonna be, I'm still gonna blog about it. Just what Nike's saying goes " Just do it" or Icona Pop's "I don't care, I love it". 

Recently, I applied for a job as a sale associate at forever 21. It was on Tuesday, October 7 when I had my first ever job fair and job interview. And I must say, it was amazing and I had so much fun during the interview despite I waited for two hours in the long line. The manager was so nice and entertaining. And so far, I think I was the only one who got two interviews. I was moved to the visual merchandise section by the manager to have my second interview and the visual merchandiser manager said they'd call me because I was chosen as one of their candidates. I was so happy that I couldn't even stop smiling. It went well and felt proud of myself. I really hope they would call me and I hope I get the job! It would be my first and it would be such an honor to work for one of the biggest and most prominent retail stores in the world. 

Tomorrow would be the last day of my Term 4 then next week will be the first week of my Term 5. Time flies so fast! Two more terms and I'll be walking my ass to the stage and get that piece of paper and proudly wearing the black toga. 

I'm ending this short post by welcoming my new followers to my little world and I hope everyone of you is doing well. 

xoxo